October!!!!

Arghhh!!! I know I write for a living but let me just blabber nonsensically.
It's October and I am still at 195 lbs!
Yes because I have cheated a lot! I cheated big time!
And I am not proud of it.
September was a a ghost month and I hated it...because I ate rice all the time!
I promise to change in the last three months of the year.
No more gaining a pound.

So far I am successful at dieting for two days straight. No rice but cheated with bread and noodles. NO MORE GOING BACK OKAY?!!!

By the way watch Maria Mercedes, the Philippine adaptation! I'm writing for it.